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emylie - montreal
Fanfare and madness
匿名: Thanks for the Birthday wish, I hope life treats you well bc you're kind and deserve good things in you life <3

you’re welcome and thanks to you too, you’re the kind one here ;_;

匿名: If it makes you feel any better it's my birthday and no one gives a shit

I’m sorry :( 

I don’t know who you are but I know how you feel :( I want to wish you a happy birthday, I hope you had a nice one even if no one ‘gave a shit’, like you said. I hope you’re okay and happy birthday again.

匿名: Hope your not dead …?

Im not. I wish I was tho.

I wish I had enough courage


1000% done with life. bye.



Idk why I keep getting sad over people that don’t give a shit about me.




once i had a dream that my cat was working at mcdonalds w/ me and she had a lil uniform and she kept getting fur in the fries and everyone was yelling at me and saying “ur cat sucks on fries” and i was like “shes just a cat give her a break!” and i woke up crying


My pain is so deep, that it never had a cause nor does it lack a cause now. What could have been its cause? Where is that thing so important, that it might stop being its cause? Its cause is nothing; nothing could have stopped being its cause. For what has this pain been born, for itself? My pain is from the north wind and from the south wind, like those neuter eggs certain rare birds lay in the wind. If my bride were dead, my pain would be the same. If they slashed my throat all the way through, my pain would be the same. If life were, in short, different, my pain would be the same. Today I simply suffer from further above. Today I simply suffer.
- Cesar Vallejo (via blackestdespondency)

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